New Beginnings

So, since my last post I've been doing alot lately. I recently just joined the dance crew GRV, which I'm pretty damn excited about. Also I joined the professional team called Breed which is my ultimate dream I wanted for so long. I have alot of my plate and I'm trying to manage. Not going to lie, but Its hard. Especially that I'm a full time student I have to time manage my life. Honestly I feel so alone right now. Even though dancing a full time committment, I have Debbie Downers quite often. All i want is for someone to listen to me..and talk to. Like I said I'm trying to manage. Thank you friends who are in my life and make me smile. I don't know what I would do without you.

It's beeen almost a year since I was last with the person I last loved and cared about. Dang how time flies. I never thought I would be okay with the fact that we would never be together again. I didn't think I was going to marry this fool but I thought we were pretty damn close to being something. It's whatevs, and I'm okay with the fact that were doing our own thing. I've had another relationship or maybe FLING in September. It didn't last long..but it was a good experience for me since I know exactly what I expect in a relationship. He's a good guy, just not for me. Anywho, valentines day is coming up and I'm alittle depressed. It's not like plan on having somebody for VDay but it would be nice. All i want is for that special something to come at the right place and right time. And also I'm so busy with dancing and school I don't have time to have a relationship. Just hope that the next one that comes along will fit perfectly in my life.